Breathe in love, breathe out fear

I woke up at 2am on Sunday morning to the feeling of strong period-like cramps.  This must be Braxton Hicks, I thought.  I dosed off but was roused every twenty to thirty minutes with another tightening feeling. It was two days after my official due date and my family was visiting from the US, for…

I wanted to give birth again to feel that high once more

Birth of my first baby had been wonderful experience so I was really excited about going into labour again. The anticipation increased as due date got closer all the while knowing very well that baby might not come at 40 weeks exactly. A week before the due date, every night strong period cramps would kick…

This time I wanted to be in control, so I chose homebirth

I went into this pregnancy as a big ball of anxiety and stress. I had a traumatic hospital birth with my first that left me feeling like a failure, then suffered a miscarriage before finding out I was pregnant again. I was adamant that this time I would remain in control and not let myself…

My birth didn’t hurt, it was a powerful feeling

I was feeling heavy and had all the usual late pregnancy side effects . My body was getting tired. I was having on and off surges since 20 weeks of pregnancy and had a few nights where surges came every ten minutes and this lasted for five hours. I knew, though, that it was my…

Hypnobirthing made us strong during birth preparation

We had an interesting start to proceedings… a power cut kicked things off on the eve of our due date…. but Dave, my partner, got it all sorted and we hopped into bed just after midnight, on what was then the 4th March. At quarter past midnight, I felt a strange sensation and immediately realised that…

Mind and body marathon

I was not expecting birth. The entire pregnancy I tried to go on with my life as usual, in the first two trimesters, I often forgot I was carrying a baby. Then on a Sunday morning I woke up in the early hours to find out my waters had started to leak. To get the…

Not a walk in the Jurassic park

The week before I gave birth to our beautiful daughter, Bess, I read an article in a baby magazine entitled, ‘I Had an Orgasm During Labour’. Needless to say this had sealed the deal; my childbirth was going to be easy; orgasmically easy. I had been doing pregnancy yoga every week since I was 16…

Between supermarket and magical land

My birth story starts in quite a boring way actually. It was 11 am and I was lying in bed relaxing and watching YouTube videos when I felt a small gush of fluid making a little patch on the bed. I quickly jumped up and hobbled to the bathroom with my knees squeezed together. Could…